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[On February 1st, 2005 a wall was erected.] |
I realize I never post in this except when bad shit happens, i take an exceptionally trendy test or i have a crush on someone new. i never say anything about the people i deal with on a daily basis and who get me from test to test, crush to crush, misfortune to misfortune. this one goes out, in no particular order, to the ones i love:
The Room Mates:
Jon, I'll start with you seeing as you are the only one who will ever read this most likely. We have had our differences, to be sure, but i hold no grudges and hope you dont either. you are a great guy and cant be beat as far as a drinking buddy goes. and you dont play shitty music like...
Ryan, you are a good friend, the only guy who wouldnt kill me after all the torture i have put you through. Dart to the neck, smashed toe, card to the eye, and much much more. if i were you i would never leave my room. but you do and i love ya for it. 85% of your music sucks though.
Steven, you are an acquired taste. i used to avoid you at cp, but only cause i didnt understand you. i still dont, but i accept that fact. you are in jail right now, but hopefull will be getting out soon. i love you dude, you are one of the most loyal people i know, we will get you out today or tomorrow.
Josh, i dont know where you are, but i hope you are doing well, you only kinda count as a room mate, but we miss you.
The Party Goers:
R-Tron, you are one of my best friends ever, i promise i will learn to knit so i can take up the slack when you leave. get it, knit... slack... HAHA. i promise not to call the s-bux in nyc and tell them your secret weaknesses. but i know them! you are the only person to use my secret weakness against me and not get punched. i will cry when you move.
Chris Wilkes, we used to hate each other, now you are one of my closest friends, i like to think. we are going to start the oddest most ecclectic awesomest band ever. it will rock so hard people will piss themselves at the mere mention of half of one of our song titles. toy organs and theremins.
Becca, you are as sweet as you are lovely. and tall. and i love every inch of you. you give the best hugs cause your face is always warm. and i love the shirt you have with the heart on the left shoulder. i dont think we have ever danced together, but we simply must. you need to come visit me.
Aaron, i miss working with you, as much for your competance as for the entertainment value. we have good times at skating. and i want your mini korg. bad.
Anna, you are my wife and i love you. even if you never come and visit me ever. im wearing your ting, just to type this, and it stains my finger green as we speak.
Alwyn, you are my secret crush, everyone knows that. the only one who appreciates my love for audrey. always gives me cigarettes. and you skate like an angel, hips, not ankles.
Erica, we fought once a long time ago. i forgive you. technically the oldest friend of the group though, congratulations. i love you and we need to start having movie night again. that one time we actually did it it was really fun. audi 5000.
James, you invited me to my first party in NC. i love you even though you are a pain in the ass. we are going to have fun on the 27th. haha Red Blondehead. the only man i know who can hold a conversation oabout the socio-economical status of southeastern asian nations, while simultaniously falling down from inibraition. well done.
Fox Force, we are hawt assasins. i love you girl even if you are a retard. i do demolitions, you do?
Mary Kate, i love you like a sister, you are so dramatic and fun.
Irene, you are a cutie, and the most romantic girl i know. more girls should be just like Irene in that sense.
Merlot, you are wacky and a great dancer and i love you. i think of you every time i buy wine. and i only drink white. funny.
Cutler, you are an awesome dude, we need to hang out more, maybe you can go to that show. that would rock like a retard with a burnt finger.
Blake, i <3 blake, for those of you who dont know. we shotgun beers. we rollerskate. we drink whiskey. we make loud noises. we dance like retards. when i hang out with blake i can pretend to be a frat boy. except for the skating part.
Monica, you rock me. 10 minute workouts followed by pie. need i say more?
Ellen, my honeybee. the i love you so much! we are gonna get matching tattoos. ill get a honeybee, and you get an alley cat. i miss movies with you. and pirates.
Beefy, you are a cool dude, and you quote movies more than i do, which is a feat.
Erica 2, i used to think you didnt like me. but i bought you sparks and now we are friends. <3
Deborah, you are a big ball of brown sugar. i love you and your awesome skirts.
Liz, you are always sweet to me and i miss parties at your old house. they were the awesome.
Caroline, you called me aaron. but i <3 you anyway.
Rachel, i think you hate me now. but i still have nothing but love for you.
Old Friends:
Tier, you were my first love, and i still <3 you. thats all i need to say.
Ingram, we have had some bad times and some really good times. like the foil egg.
Pete, you are one of my best friends, and i know you would help me through just about anything. ill miss you if you move.
Ex Girlfriends:
Amanda, there will always be a special place in my heart for you. Im sorry for the things i did to you.
Karen, you are hands down the oddest girl i have ever known. and i love it. there are too many quotes and inside jokes to even begin to list. i will always be there for you should you need me.
Alisia, you were never technically my girlfriend, but you know you belong here. i miss you a lot and all your gypsey ways. ill see you soon enough though.
Jersey:
Laura, i love you baby, i dont even know what to say here, you know whats in my heart though.
Jazzy, i love you so hard core. talking allnight, debating the lyrics to monty pythin songs, ddr, and remember that time when we first met and you licked the syrup off kellys neck? i still havent gotten over that.
Theresa!, baby, i love your spirit and your resolve and your birth sign. you inspire me to do good, and when i do something not so good usually its you i think of letting down. i love you and all you symbolize to me. and you have cute hair.
Erin, you have the most amazing eyes, and you pretend to like my cooking. i <3 you.
Kira, i havent spoken to you since i left, and i miss you somehing terrible. i need to call you soon.
Val, such great c++ memories we have.
Stumph, you are a wacky chick and i miss you
Steve, i will never forget the masturbation conversation.
Watts, ninja ball, need i say more?
Archie, you are a cool kid, and i punched you in the face.
Ted, remember, "hey alex! (BLINDING LIGHT!)" a-hole. <3
Alex R, you had good taste in music, even if i didnt know it then. except phish suck.
Matty Y, i love you dude, one of the few people who are 100% not afraid to be themselves.
Meggie, you are goofy, and i love you. you are also addicted to hoodies and bad music.
Jen V, you would be a model one day, if you were dumber. but kiddo you, are going places.
Jenn, i barely even remember you, and im sure you have forgotten me, but you were my inspiration for going veggie, and for that you will always have my love.
Sara, you are a genuinely good person, and i dont say that about many people. i still have no idea what your screen name means though.
Rasika, I went how long thinking your name was Krista? You dork. But i love ya anyway, and we have to revive some old habits of ours. ^_^
Others:
Snaily, i love my little sister, we are bestest friends (in small doses). nobody had better mess with her. i will kill them dead as dead can be.
Lauren, everyone who reads this and knows me with think you are just another crush. i really hope they are wrong.
Cheri, you are so sweet, i <3 you lets be friends forever!
Chris P, you are an angry little troll and i love you.
I think thats everyone, but its a huge list, and if i missed anyone coment and i will edit you in, because i love you. im not putting this behind a cut because its really important that everyone see this. i post so rarely you can spare me the room on your friends page. sucka.
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[On January 30th, 2005 a wall was erected.] |
| You scored as Chaotic Good. A Chaotic Good person is someone who has little intrinsic respect for laws or authority, seeing them as insufficient to sustain what's right. These people work according to their own moral compass which, while good, is not necessarily always aligned with that of society. Despite their chaotic tendancies, these people are good at heart.
Chaotic Good | | 90% | Lawful Good | | 60% | Neutral Good | | 60% | True Neutral | | 55% | Neutral Evil | | 50% | Lawful Evil | | 30% | Chaotic Neutral | | 20% | Chaotic Evil | | 15% | Lawful Neutral | | 15% | </td>
What is your Alignment?
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[On January 25th, 2005 a wall was erected.] |
 | You scored as Verbal/Linguistic. You have highly developed auditory skills, enjoy reading and writing and telling stories, and are good at getting your point across. You learn best by saying and hearing words. People like you include poets, authors, speakers, attorneys, politicians, lecturers and teachers.
Verbal/Linguistic | | 96% | Logical/Mathematical | | 79% | Interpersonal | | 79% | Musical/Rhythmic | | 71% | Intrapersonal | | 71% | Visual/Spatial | | 61% | Bodily/Kinesthetic | | 61% | </td>
The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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| normally i wouldnt post this, but it was dead on. neat |
[On January 18th, 2005 a wall was erected.] |
You Are 22 Years Old |
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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[On January 1st, 2005 a wall was erected.] |
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New Years sucked so bad.
I worked all night, till 12:45 in the damned morning. from 12 noon. The one saving grace is i was working with Rusty and my little sister, two of my favorite people ever. I was really cranky, and that makes the 22nd new years i havent got a damned kiss. FUCK ALL! i got stranded uptown and had to sleep in my sisters hotel room on a chair. lame ass. who wants to come give me kisses to make up for it? now.
the actual year had better be better.
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[On November 19th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
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the other day i was out on my patio smoking a cigarette and i saw a spider. it tumbled over the metal part of my slidding glass door. it walked an inch out onto the patio, rolled over and died. five minutes later is spasmed and wiggled its legs. and then nothing. i can relate.
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[On September 11th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
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I have a new pet rat. His name is Kipland Arouet Bulgakov. He is black and white, and very sweet. I was on the computer and i let him sit on my shoulder and he climbed atop my head last nigh, and he slipped and to keep from falling he dug all his claws into my neck. all i could thing was AWWWWWWW! everyone come visit little Kip, he loves company.
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[On August 4th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
i know this is lame, but im bored, someone asked me to post this and are any of you really surprised when i do lame things?
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
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[On July 24th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
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man oh man i say napoleon dynamite the other day. THE most fucking funny thing i have ever seen. if you dont think it is funny its cause either a you arent the target audience, which is pretty small, or be you are two fucking stupid to get it. funny ass movie. i made a "vote for pedro" tee this afternoon. its pretty flippin sweet. probably the coolest tee shirt i have ever seen. hehe. everyone go see the movie if you dont get that.
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[On July 5th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
i hate the fourth of july. its a pathetic imitation of the awe inspiring flag day. i hate my parents friends, im sure they all think im gay, which wouldnt bother me except they are all rednecks and im sure self loathing closet cases. and they give me dirty looks. and i always have a headache when the explosives start. i hate it.
karen and i are official, which is awesome, but im very worried because she is panicky and even she isnt really sure why. im trying to be sympathetic, and i would really have no choice but to stay friends with her if she left me, i would die without her in my life. i just dont get why if she loves me as much as she says, and im sure she does, we should be together. she says i make her happy, then she says nothing makes her happy, i just dont know what to think. we are meant to be together, at least for now, not to wax poetic but it doesnt take 24 hours to see its going to be a beautiful fucking day. we are in love, thats not under dispute, we both want to be to gether, that is also a fact, she just doesnt think she can. 1+1=9. i wish i got it, but i just dont. i would ask for advice, but this isnt anything anyone else can deal with. fuck.
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[On June 8th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
| paleinsomniac's LJ stalker is epilepticbear! | | epilepticbear is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also stalking you in real life. Look out! |
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[On May 29th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
yesterday an old man called me a rascal. no shit. i was taking the pastries out of the pastry case temprorarily to clean it and i hear "what ya doin with those things?" and i turn to see a little old man. i say "im just taking them out for a second to clean the case" to which he replies, "oh i see, you little rascal." it was the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me.
that is untill....
I MET JOAN JETT!! oh my god she is awesome and looks amazing. she is only like 5'5" though. yesterday she came in and i was too terrified to say anything. then Wesley got her to come back today and i made her her grande vanilla soy latte, and we talked for a little bit and i told her i loved her so much and she said she loved me too ^_^ and she gave me a dollar. and i will never spend it. ever. I love you Joan.
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[On May 28th, 2004 a wall was erected.] |
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i feel so useless, people i care abouts lives are falling down around me and theya re going through all kinds of pain, and i cant do a damned thing about it. Karen, i love you and miss you, hurry home. Snaily, im sorry about you and Danny, i love you both, i hope things work out. James, i hope you get whatever it is you want, God knows you deserve it. Love you all, it will be ok.
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